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texted my landlord 'love you' instead of my sister. he replied 'ok'. we have not spoken since and rent is due friday

my therapist asked what i do for fun and i said 'this' and gestured at the room. she wrote something down

spent $60 on a haircut and my mom said 'did you get a haircut' as a question

bought a plant to prove i can keep something alive. day 4. it's thinking about it

the council (group chat) has decided i am not allowed to text him back. the council has also decided we're getting fries

the guy at the bodega knows my order and honestly thats the most stable relationship i have 😭

i have 4 candles burning and one is a 'seasonal' scent that's definitely just cake

my sister said my apartment 'has a smell' and now i can't unsmell it. it smells like nothing. it smells like ME

went to a wedding alone and the table asked if i was 'the entertainment.' i am always the entertainment

went on a date and he talked about his ex for 45 minutes and then asked if i wanted to split the check. i said yes because i am a strong independent woman and also because i wanted to leave

he asked what i was looking for and i said 'a guy who texts back' and he hasn't texted back

cried in the car, fixed my mascara, went into the grocery store, cried again in the cereal aisle. it's the fluorescent lights

my therapist said 'and how did that make you feel' and i said 'like this' and did a face. she laughed. progress

matched with a guy whose whole profile was pictures of fish. asked about the fish. he ghosted me. over fish

the council has voted that i'm not allowed to go back to the taco place because HE works there. the council doesn't understand the tacos are that good

cried at a commercial about a dog and then at the next commercial which was for insurance

date #3 asked if i wanted to split a dessert and then ate 80% of it. we're getting married

my sister said i 'talk to strangers too much' while i was talking to a stranger about it

wine night turned into 'lets look at your exes instagram' night which is a common side effect of wine night

made a whole lasagna for one person and ate it over 3 days in the same sweatpants. peak